Saturday, 15 December 2012

wondering why
my mood was totally gone tonight
cannot study, write notes and even play a game
normally i'll play game to calm down my mood
but i failed to do it tonight
lots of annoyance stuck in my mind
where to express?
i don't think so
recently kept thinking of something stupid
hey, stop dreaming around!
found out that feeling was difficult to hide
even i know it's useless to express out
can it be stash ever?
how about in future?
i'm not dare to predict it
tomorrow another fighting day
good night...

Monday, 3 December 2012

12月4日
转眼已经过了1年半KL生活...
渐渐地, 大家变得越来越陌生
无法好像foundation那时的疯狂
最近这半年里发生太多东西了
误会不断地产生
形成了一道打不破的隔膜
有时真的看不过眼某些东西
可是还要学会忍
慢慢地戴上了面具
有时觉得自己很虚伪, 没办法...
真正的自己只会被人打压
生活不停地挑战我
经一事  长一智
有时多么想抛开一切 跑回怡保
只有那里让我不陌生 不压力 不顾虑
继续奋斗吧! 陈子扬