UPDATE

看回上一个post  已经是半年前的事了
趁现在刚读完degree 1闲着没事做就写一写吧
这半年来 在印象中应该没什么特别的事发生   平平静静地过去了
上学 上课 吹水 放学 睡觉 晚餐 Assignment Facebook 读书 考试
考完试可以回怡保了  那种感觉是无法形容得到  太棒了!
最近这几天到母校接弟放学  看见那些学生放学的快乐样子
回想起中学时期的我 多么地怀念那个时候
上学进课室就睡到下课为止 吃饱后回课室就开始吹水和到处流浪
唯一怕的科目就是chemistry 一定准时到lab上课
曾试过全班没交上功课被老师罚站在礼堂前晒太阳 刚巧那天是9月11号
我们永远不会忘记911这一天 也算是一个不错的回忆吧
放学后 大家一起去补习 有多余的时间的话就回去cc打机或到处逛逛
说实在的 SPM时期我没有放入太多努力去学习 考试读书都是了了而过
中学时期有许多开心事 有一大班的傻朋友 但没找到一个了解自己的知己
还有一个让我经常胡思乱想 的妳
小学6年 中学5年 大学4年 我只剩2年了
剩下的两年是关键吗? 会发生任何事? 期待当中

就这样
大学生活已过了1年半
当初陌生的地方已适应了
很侥幸一入学就认识到一班好朋友
大家很融洽地相处
一起吃 一起去玩 一起庆祝
可是好景不常在
一年后大家变得越来越疏远
彼此误会一囖囖 性格不合
已经不会再回到以前那样
有时我在想
会不会是大家来自不同州属
所以想法和性格会有一些差距
就连我都会对某些人不满
还好有些是合得来的
此外住宿方面也发生争执
自己只能沉默不言
因为加多把口会更严重
9月那段期间真的很难度过
毕竟是长大以来独自在外有这些苦恼
可是这让我学习到不同的东西
如果再给我选多一次
我还会选择来KL见识更多东西
不会在怡保读form 6 和中学没分别
考验还会陆续地到来
必须已正面思想去面对
还有很多东西学习
人往往都是这样
在中学讨厌那时的生活
上了大学却怀念起中学生涯了
希望接下来会越来越好吧
2013年忘记过去烦恼
smile always :)

wondering why
my mood was totally gone tonight
cannot study, write notes and even play a game
normally i'll play game to calm down my mood
but i failed to do it tonight
lots of annoyance stuck in my mind
where to express?
i don't think so
recently kept thinking of something stupid
hey, stop dreaming around!
found out that feeling was difficult to hide
even i know it's useless to express out
can it be stash ever?
how about in future?
i'm not dare to predict it
tomorrow another fighting day
good night...

12月4日
转眼已经过了1年半KL生活...
渐渐地, 大家变得越来越陌生
无法好像foundation那时的疯狂
最近这半年里发生太多东西了
误会不断地产生
形成了一道打不破的隔膜
有时真的看不过眼某些东西
可是还要学会忍
慢慢地戴上了面具
有时觉得自己很虚伪, 没办法...
真正的自己只会被人打压
生活不停地挑战我
经一事  长一智
有时多么想抛开一切 跑回怡保
只有那里让我不陌生 不压力 不顾虑
继续奋斗吧! 陈子扬

5月16号

瞬间一年就这样过去了

foundation短短的12个月

和大家相处得无法分离

当初陌生的我还想着如何度过

没想到大家一起癫 一起赶assignments的日子会过得那么快

Kenny, Bryan, Shun Kit, Chan, Chee Wee, Min Yang, Victor, Win Yoong,

Hsiang Nerng, Sam, Jo Lynn, Zhi Shan, Sin Hui

在这之后大家就没多机会再聚一起了

转校的 不同课程的

这种感觉就有如中学毕业的时候

真希望大家可以再一起同班下去

人总是要向前看的

degree的时候加油吧！

Last photo taken with my foundation stupid gang...

忘记?

不知不觉
我对妳的事渐渐地放开了
从以前说少一天话都不能的地步
变到现在只偶尔去看下妳的profile
该说的我都已经对妳说清楚了
大家还可以继续做朋友
那已经很好了
最近
发现妳好像拍拖了
跟妳确认之后
发现自己不会伤心失望
反而
替妳感到开心和祝福
懂妳找到一个给妳幸福的对象
希望妳不会再有好像以前的伤害
祝福妳^^ Yuki Sim

三月

已经有两个月没有打扰过你了
很想问你一句最近好吗
可是我懂你一定比我更好
生活比我还要充实
可能都忘了我这个朋友了
最近看到一个句子
还蛮说中我的想法的

有的人因为太重要，
便选择做朋友，
因为朋友永远比恋人走得远。

原来我把你看得那么重要
但现在已经没关系了
我不再打搅你
我需要一段很长的时间
让我慢慢地忘掉你的一切
三月了
我的生日?
每年都是随便地过
都已习惯了
反正我都不注重的
可是我希望当天能收到你的wish
就已经是我最好的礼物了

Chinese New Year 2012

It's Chinese New Year holiday!
21th Jan, reached my sweet hometown Ipoh by train around 3pm
my friend ZhiYou come to railway station and fetch me to Jusco
met our classmate who had migrated to SG last year
having 5s2 gathering steamboat at night
but the sad case was only 20 people attended...
stay with family in home till nian chu 2
chu 3, we're going for 'AngPau hunting' (more than 5 houses)

Jia Lun's house

 Wing Hin's house

 Yi Wai's house

 Liang Yue's house

 Primary school tuition teachers' house

Mr Low's house

semester break

23th December 2011,

finally my final exam of second semester had ended

wooohooo

went shopping relax with friends

going back to Ipoh the next day

it's Christmas eve...

but finally I countdown alone in home and facing the laptop

received some friends' greetings from internet which made me feel much better

by the next day going on,

started to meet my secondary friends

yumcha...

hang out...

overnight...

but everything changed

it's not definitely same as last time when we still studying together

it was passed and just left memories in our heart

we cherish the moments that we had before

now, I'm enjoying my life with college buddies

built up closed friendship with them
that's what I want...
recently they visited my hometown
we get the chance to countdown 2012 together
had a crazy 4days trip but found that time was insufficient
glad to know their satisfaction about the trip
WingHin and I did the job as tourist guide :)
guys, we should plan for the next vacation
after that we're going for degree level that we have our own route to continue
make it a wonderful full stop of our foundation
since they back to KL and Form 6 school reopen,
my daily life become empty and boring
planning to back KL earlier and prepare for third semester
GOGOGO!!!

2012
work harder for semester 3

improve the performance

be steady and positive

gain confidence

motivation from YOU

Back to December

It's 5th of December 2011 today

I'm still remember this day of last year

SPM was going to the end

we activated the joy mood when waiting for the last paper exam date

Those memorable moments had passed one year

it was just like a blink of my eye

I was cherish for the hardworking moments before the exam

went library...

went starbucks...

went friends' house...

sms discuss with you...

group study...revision...tuition

After one year, I hope to go back to the November and December

...go back to POI LAM fight the exam again with you guys!

...blow air blow water during the bored revision time

form 4 and 5 made my secondary school life more colourful

and met you on my SPM journey

who made my life a bit different
gonna never forget my beloved class 4s2 and 5s2
copy homework together...
punished by teacher together...
crazy together...
Waiting for the gathering with you all :)

SPM期间

SPM开始了
而我们已进大学读书了
回忆去年为考试奋斗的时候
朋友们约好一起温习
有说有笑的
读书压力中带有一分喜悦
尤其和你讨论一些难题
那种感觉我一定不会忘记
思念是一种病
也是向前进的推动力
中学时期
是每个人一生最美好的记忆
友情 爱情 亲情
开心的 伤心的 丢面的 辛苦的
虽已成过去
可已铭记在心
看了《那些年 我们追过的女孩》
其中一句让我感触许多

如果你真的很喜欢她
当她被别人疼爱的时候
你会真心地祝福她


Maybe in an alternate universe, we will be together :)

那些年错过的大雨

那些年错过的爱情

好想拥抱你 拥抱错过的勇气

曾经想征服全世界

到最后回首才发现

这世界滴滴点点都是你

11.11.11

今天就有如情人节

2011年11月11日

对某些人很有意义

对我呢? 没什么特别...

一早去到学校

就听到朋友收到礼物了

可是她们却EMO了一整天

希望她们可以解决好问题
朋友提醒了我
为什么没有找一找你?
晚上看你on9了一下
可能你最近忙吧
就此算了
我只希望你每天都开心
得空想一想你
我就已经满足了
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24/10

I don't know whether I should happy or upset on this day.
Early in the morning, i checked my PDSM result.
My mood was totally down to the deepest when I saw the RED FAIL word,
means I have to resit the paper.
A bright morning was spoiled by the dumb result,
few of us who were failed, decided to contact our lecturer,
requesting extra marks to push up the grade to be PASS.
God Bless he will reply us soon.
Afternoon I'm rushing for the 2pm ETS train,
but it's late due to delay of LRT.
I felt frustrated and helpless by the moment,
have to buy one more ticket at 5.35pm.
Reached home by 8pm,
friends called me out for yumcha,
my mood was RECOVER! thanks to them.
our gang was crazy on the road,
7 cars were opening the double signal light on way to Station One (such like a wedding)
In the Station One, we keep blowing water and planning for the activities this week.

We still chit-chat non-stop in the car park before going back home.
"Friends are the most important ingredient in this recipe of life." 

2.57am,
I still on9ing and thinking about YOU
wish you have a better day compare to my bad day.

                                                                深夜倾盆大雨之后就是晴天

Bad Week

Last Saturday, I went Mid Valley with Jie Hui to meet my HELP's friends.
But I skipped to join my MSI group video taking session,
SORRY my Euphoria Team.
The outing was joyful as what I expected,
chit chat in Sushi Zanmai,
met new friend.(Yi Meng's bf)
The worst thing happened in KTM station,
my phone had stolen!
I feel like can't do anything because i don't know who that bastard.
My mood was going deep and deep and I can't accept it in a sudden.
When I checked my timetable of this week,
it shocked me because the classes are going on from monday to saturday continuously!
Finally, I decided to skip the saturday class and go back IPOH on Friday.
I have to take a break and refresh myself.
NEXT WEEK WILL BE A NEW START...

想起

突然记起你的生日要到了
逛街时有些冲动想买份礼物给你
但不懂买哪一样
而且没机会拿给你
开始大学生涯后
就没见面了
谈话也渐减了
各有各的生活忙碌
也许
你只是我生命阶段的一个过路人
也许
我和你的缘分就只有这些
可我会珍惜那一点回忆
也许
我不应该再想太多
让它停留在一年前吧
也许...

This Week

This week, we had settle the renting of our new apartment and moved into the apartment.
This week, we had been lied by someone to attend a boring event in UPM and cause us to skip two lessons.
This week, we met a strict lecturer.
This week, we celebrated Mooncake Festival together in APIIT, first time with coursemates and first time in KL.
This week, we went to LowYat Plaza twice in two days for the crazy sales.
This week, we spent much money in eating and buying.
This week, we have to surf net in the cafeteria.
This week, we can't back to Ipoh because our timetable was suck.

Back to Ipoh

Last Thursday, my mood was excited because it's the Raya holiday for 1 week.
I missed my Ipoh friends and I have not back to my hometown more than 1 month.
Reached Ipoh around 8pm, had supper and long conversation with my parents.
The next day, my friend organized a steambot gathering and most of my friends were attended.
eat, chit-chat (blow water), photo session...

                                                                 Taken by my friend's camera
                                                                               T.G.I.F

Started from that day, I'm busy for hang out with my friends and almost throw away the coming exam.
badminton, yumcha, jusco, snooker, overnight in friend's house...
Conclusion is ONE WEEK IN IPOH WAS NOT ENOUGH FOR ME TO ENJOY!!!
The regrettable thing was I can't meet some of my friends especially you.
Gonna back to KL at Friday, it's hard to come back Ipoh because of my Moral & Malaysian Studies class.
Bye hometown friendsss...
Hello Uni friendsss...  

End of Semester 1

3 months ago,
I felt strange when stepping into class of G1 with Wing Hin.
The class was quiet and I hoped to end the lesson as soon as possible.
Today, I'm appreciate the moment with you guys, Sungai Besar, Broga Hill, Highway Cafe, Group Discussion and Presentation BUT, we gonna separate into different route next semester. Our gang may be cannot stick like before.

Bryan Lee
What a cute actor that i never see before in Ipoh. Always anti me in class. If have chance I will visit you in Seremban. Gonna miss your cute face 99 =) but better don't act cute always, feel like wanna punch you.

Kenny Yap
祥仔, your humor made the dull class became lively. Totally admire your positive attitude. Never give up and motivated me to do so. At the first day, I thought you're a annoying boy and always talked non-sense things. Sorry for thinking you like that. hehe

Chan
Talkative and bad temper boy, please try control your temper. Some people sure beh tahan you. and Gay lou! stop harass me after we move into new apartment. LOL

Min Yang
My sheep friend, sometimes people called ah yang, we confused who they calling actually. Self-loving boy, always praise ownself but may be it's good for you. CONFIDENCE mah..waiting you come to IPOH :D

Jo Lynn
My sifu in Business field. Learned a lots from you. Motivated all of us in different ways. Always call me bring you go sit KTM, watch animals. sweat lo =_= but we have a main target - ANTI TPM!!

Zai Long
don't always bully by them la, prove to them you're not FC! I will support you and hope you be more confidence.

Shun Kit
LC kia. I wonder why your taste of girls was special different with us. We should prepare course for you about girl's topic. Thanks for the Sungai Besar trip. If you come to Ipoh i sure treat you chicken rice everyday. Watch it out xD

Wing Hin
Knew each other so many years, no need say also know edi lo hehe

Zhi Shan and Sin Hui
erm..not know well both of you but you two are friendly girls

birthday dinner and broga hill

29/7, the 18th birthday of our twins, Zai Long and Zhi Shan. Our group decide to go for a birthday celebration dinner in highway restaurant.
At 5pm, Kenny and Min Yang came to vista fetch us to Jo Lynn's house and wait for others. Actually that time all of us were very hungry already.
We had dinner around 7pm and the most important session, photo photo and photo.
Our prince, Min Yang and princess, Jo Lynn had the best contume such like attending a wedding party of 'some one'.
After that, second round > yumcha at mamak stall. We chat different funny topic and our gang was the noisiest.
Bryan, Kenny and Zai long came to my hostel and stay night because 30/7 was the charity walk of Broga Hill.

We never sleep at all till 4am went for climbing.
When we reached the peak of the hill, we were proud of our success and enjoying the awesome scenery.
My knee was injured when climb up a stone but it was a memorable experience.

Newbie

Hi, I'm here Blogger!

Why i create this blog?
hmm. maybe affected by friends plus i like blog walking to search for some secrets of friends hehe. I take this blog as my diary to release something deep in my mind.
I wanna to do it long time ago but LAZY.

Actually the most main reason is someone, 'someone' who is my motivation in life to work harder but  the 'someone' is just a passer-by so I cannot depend on this for the rest of life. Each of  us has our ownself life may be I won't disturb you anymore after this.